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Celebrating the Church’s birthday during a pandemic

A couple of Sundays ago we celebrated a birthday- the birthday of the Church. And like many other family birthday parties, it provided an opportunity to share and re-remember a dramatic birthing story. The dramatic birthing story is found in Acts 2, and is often shared on Pentecost Sunday, the official day of celebration for the Church.

As always, there is a heavily pregnant woman at this birthday party: Creation. Her labour is starting, and she is looking forward to the birth of the New Creation and the end of earthly pain. She groans, hoping that the birth is close in time, imminent. It helps that there is divine presence close by her side, and everywhere, immanent. … But let’s retell the Church’s birthing story before we go there.

That day, the day that the Church was born, nature knew that something was afoot. The wind rushed, the flames arrived. Something new, holy and gale-force whipped up during a moment of high fire danger. The Church was born. It made its own birth announcement, in many languages. Those that heard the announcement were cut to the heart. It was intense, and it made the news. The Church was one person, and it was thousands.

We remember that the birth of the Church occurred at “Pentecost”, a Jewish festival also referred to as the Feast of Weeks. Pentecost celebrated the end of the grain harvest, and involved a time of rest, celebration and thankfulness after the frantic gathering-in.

Was there also some rest and recuperation after the dramatic birth in Acts 2?
There did end up being a period of rest after the Pentecost in Acts: there was a rest from the busy, selfish acquisition that Jesus condemned in the story of the rich, foolish farmer (Luke 12:13-21). The early believers formed a caring community in which food was shared and everyone’s needs were met (Acts 2:42-47)). As it grew up, the community worked together in this way to mitigate one of the consequences of the Fall: the curse put on the land and the human sweat involved in obtaining its produce (Genesis 3:17).

And today, some of creation is enjoying a rest from frantic human activity. As we retreated from our communities and into our homes, flora and fauna showed up in the sudden quiet of public places: grass growing between the stones of Italian piazzas, kangaroos hopping past city-store windows.

At the same time, some of creation is in painful spasm. Many of us imagine Nepal to be a pristine or even magical place in the mountains, but it is in fact one of the most polluted places in the world, and its air pollution has made the population extra vulnerable to COVID-19. All of us (humans) are complicit in this death and devastation. We haven’t worked out how to cultivate this earth without spoiling it for everyone, and everything, and our rich foolishness continues to reap a deathly harvest.

Some of us may have a buffer of wealth and privilege that allows us to enjoy this period of enforced rest without worrying about our financial status. Others may be desperate for money to change hands again for “non-essential” services so that a basic living can be sought. We may be looking forward to resuming “normal” again. However, normal has a trajectory, and we would do well to read nature for divine wisdom about this trajectory.

“Reading nature” is not an unbiblical or pantheistic thing to do. We are part of creation, connected to nature, as we should know, and the wildlife that has crept out of hiding rebukes us in our continued forgetfulness. We are also related to nature. In humility we need to recognise that even what we consider to be “inanimate” nature has always been animated by divine parental love. Nature has God as a parent, too.

God is intricately and lovingly involved in the life of his creation. He is immanent.

Does the rain have a father?
Who fathers the drops of dew?
From whose womb comes the ice?
Who gives birth to the frost from the heavens
when the waters become hard as stone,
when the surface of the deep is frozen? (Job 38:28-31).

We are in dangerous territory when we fail to recognise God’s deep commitment to his creation, and the care-filled responsibility that was delegated to humanity (Genesis 1:26).

We have to be careful that we do not become rich farmers who enjoy the sound of coins jingling in our pockets so much, that we do not notice that the landscape we have tilled ruthlessly has become a waterless wasteland. Who overhear the land cry out to God in the voice of the sibling we murdered as he stood beside us and was simply thankful to God for his food (Genesis 4:10). And, stumbling as the earth rips open before us in disgust, understand that we would much prefer to be Lazarus, whose poverty used to make our wealth look so purple (Luke 16:19-31). Realise that we would kill for a drop of clean water to ease sore throats and quench thirst. Realise that we have, in fact, killed clean, living water at its Source.

How do we read our environment and glean wisdom? Bruce Pascoe has shown us that Indigenous Australians cultivated food in a gentle way that respected the Australian landscape and its rhythms, way before the First Fleeters tried to grow English vegetables. Even if you look further back into European history, land was cultivated in ways that represented a “grateful exchange” between humanity and its environment: coppicing, for example, involved a continuous cutting and regrowth of woodland, and encouraged a biodiversity that would not otherwise exist. And if you look back into the history of ancient Israel, there is a model for this sort of give-and-take in the Bible. The book of Exodus provides that the Israelites are to give their land a rest from cultivation every seventh year, so that “the poor among your people may get food from it, and the wild animals may eat what is left” (Exodus 23:11, and also Leviticus 25:7).

We need to keep working through the curse put on the land as a result of our rebellion against God, knowing that it will be a great day when the Church and Creation have their most “grateful exchange”. In the meantime, Creation groans as it labours, waiting and hoping for the imminent birth of New Creation (Romans 8:18-25).

As the theologian Walter Brueggemann notes in his new book, Virus as a Summons to Faith: Biblical Reflections in a Time of Loss, Grief and Uncertainty, while Creation is in this “struggle for newness”, “we must not pass over the labor pains, cries, and demands too readily”.

Has COVID-19 has given us a break from contractions, a chance to jot down the time in our notebook and record some observations about the pain? Can we pray through this notebook and ask for the Spirit to illuminate us? What should our dreams and hopes for the future be, as Creation groans for renewal? Should we turn in humility to our children and listen for their prophetic voices? (Joel 2:28)

Things to ponder, perhaps, as we pop birthday party balloons and sweep up cake crumbs after Pentecost.

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The way home

Some draft song words I wrote after a Christian music conference earlier this year. Any ideas for a title?

1.
You came to us, showed that your pain
was your road to royal glory.
Wipe away tears, give us your joy
Lord, help us understand your word.

2.
Jesus is alive, here with us,
we ask him to show us the road:
Jesus, burn our hearts with wonder
Lord, help us understand your word.

3.
We gather today, we repent
of times we did not want to hear.
Now we turn, we call on your name
Lord, help us understand your word.

4.
Spirit, pour out meaning and hope
on every life resurrected.
Cut our hearts, shine the Christ-light
Lord, help us understand your word.

Chorus.
Praise God, lift your voice, all sing
The joy of the Lord is our strength.
Praise God, life your voice, all sing
Our Saviour shows us the way home.

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My Jacob

Empathy here, at the genesis, a garment
worn to wrestle. The hip bone
wrenched at dawn. A new name
for one at the end of himself. Stones
ground under heels overnight. He won’t go,

that heel-grabber, he wants a full-face
blessing. Under his torn garment,
throbbing with honest pain, his hip bone
is ID’d by my thumbprint. My name:
he knows it. He left it with the stones,

that time he gave my house my name,
rested his head and dream-laddered to me on pillow-stones.
So I won’t go,
and he’ll see the lines of kindness that write my face.
And I’ll feel the pain shouldered under his garment,

thumb-pressed into memories of when he had to go,
flee a father who could not see his face,
the hairs barely plucked free of his garment.
He knows the throbbing truth, has picked it from the bone:
his brother was right when he spat the heel-grabber name.

And yet. He grabs the other truth while we grind stones:
I want to make room for him, to let him go
with a memory of my face.
He will get a chance to replace this garment,
the one holy-torn to our contention’s bone.

Fast backward and forward to other bruised bone:
His own father with sticks carried on boy-shoulders, carried in the name
of a ram-surprised sacrifice. Then, those stones
that cried at the sight of battered shoulders, cross-ready to go.
You will cry, too, at my thorn-pressed, pain-readable face.

At the dawn there I am, and you have a new name.
When your pillows are stones, your dreams wrestle with bruised bone,
remember your holy-torn garment, read my love-legible face.

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Sestina Baptism

My friend kneels as the water
Drips down her length, slipping into channels of love
The same irrigation system draws my tears-
The beauty of a baptised life
Washed into holiness and gently patted dry
Molecules of dirty dissent wiped out.

Peace. The stones have cried it out
Sleeping now, their salty water
Took an exiled age to dry
My friend rescued by love
From the Babylon shores of her life.
But I weep Babylon rivers of tears

My cracked life again springs leaky tears
I always swim far out
Beyond the buoys of a good life
Struggling in the dark water
Dumped back to beach by tsunami love
Like Jonah, high and dry.

My throat is rich-man burnt and dry
Waiting for the Jesus-wept tears
Waiting for extinguisher love
To put the fire out
Or just a drop of Lazarus water
To sprinkle life back to life.

It’s a woman-at-the-well life
Waiting for Jesus in the noontime dry
Drawing words, love and water
Forgetting the on-the-way tears
Singing all the way out
Of sitting-by-me love.

At the baptism lunch a few people love
My daughter’s ukulele strumming. Life
Is remarked on over fruit and cheese. Inside and out
Children fling their towels to dry
Over the fence. There are tears
As they compete for trampoline space and pool water.

Through trails of chlorine I’m happy to remain dry
I’m baptised by on-the-way tears
My spirit splashes happily in love’s water.

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Olivet discourse

Olivet Discourse

David escapes the Mount of Olives way,
tears pulled down the slope of his
cheek by the proud gravity of
a son’s plan to descend
on his people like
the ground dew.
David weeps
at the town gate. A conspiracy
of tree branches yank my son,
my son, Absalom, into a hair-raised
death. If only me, my Jerusalem self,
if only it had been me.

Later, more if-only tears pulled
down by this heavy mountain
magnetic. Jesus’ donkey
knows the burden too.
The disciples sing peace.
The stones tremble with
the desire to harmonise.
Jesus weeps
at all the lost Jerusalem selves,
the strewn stones, the tender
everyday ground like dust
by another military season.

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Jesus sets his face to Jerusalem

When the palm leaves are shown the donkey is waved on through

Its hooves are slowed by the smashed green stickiness, everywhere underfoot

 Jesus, donkey, remember:  

                 Big fish

                 Rumbling darkness  

The gentle donkey lurches,

throws Jesus into the three-day deep. 

 

The big fish heaves Jonah from its pit.

Jonah sets his face to elsewhere,

away from the glare of mercy.                      

 

Jonah’s compassion is a withered plant,

sulking on the doorstep, outside the rain.

Choking down tender dewdrops

                                                come morning.

 

Three women set their faces to the dawn.

They clutch their fragrant grief to themselves.

Come, morning: 

                 Dazzle with your bright angel clothes

                 Frighten us with rising joy.

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Headings and Goings

There’s quiet in the library, yes-
but framed by school project talk.
And the IT guy in the back room
hangs a good day’s work on a
loud and friendly hook.

My daughter and I whisper our confusion about
complex sentences.
She moves on to mathematics. I knit.

A tutor tells a boy to google
the Plague, or the Black Death.
She’s good with search terms and headings.

I am knitting still.
Next to me numbers crunch silently.
Time for some thought-filing.
Today, under? Let’s try Moses.
Whose cheeks were burning with burning-bush heat
way before he started on writing and books.
Who could only preview a link to the Promised Land.
Who hit the mouse button way too hard,
way too many times when the rock didn’t refresh.

Just as well God is good with headings.
Let’s go with Prophet. Capital. Underline.
Actually, we can put three prophets in just here.
Subheading Warm Cheeks? (From:
burning bush, fiery chariot, glory of God).
And you can google a picture of the mountain later.
Because now, we’re talking about leaving.

Yes, I am.
Homework’s not quite done,
we’ll get there soon.
Got a few more days to get there.
Let’s go.

 

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A song about a kiss

The Bible, it’s a book. It’s a book full of different books, that all fit together into one story. The story of how God loves us, and how God rescues us.

And …you may not know, the Bible is a book that’s full of songs. We have, in the Bible, the book of Psalms. The Psalms are songs. They were sung, long ago, by God’s people. Many of these songs were sung in desperate times, when the people were being captured, enslaved, torn from their homes and sent to distant lands. Many of the songs speak of a deep longing for God’s King to arrive, finally, and put things right.

Today, I would like you to remember one of these old old songs. It’s song about a kiss:

I will listen to what God the Lord will say;
he promises peace to his people, his saints-
but let them not return to foolishness.
Surely his salvation is near to those who fear him,
that his glory may dwell in our land.

Love and Faithfulness meet together;
Right Living and Peace kiss each other.

(Psalm 85:8-10)

God’s people, so long ago, were longing for this kiss to happen. They wanted to see God reach into history and rescue them with a huge kiss. And then they would live forever in a kingdom of right living and peace.

And it happened. We know this from the Bible. Right Living and Peace kissed each other. God rescued his people.

How did it happen? When did it happen?

God loves us so much he sent his son Jesus to earth to be our King. Jesus lived the right way, the perfect way. He obeyed God by getting killed, getting punished so that we would not need to be punished. We can’t live a perfect life. Jesus came to earth to live it for us. So Jesus is our Right Living King.

And Jesus is our King of Peace. His Kingdom of Peace is unfolding every day. We can’t always see it…Life is hard, there is hurt, pain and conflict in our lives and in our friends’ and families’ lives. But through Jesus we can be part of God’s family. Jesus is going to return to earth one day, and all of God’s family will be able to live in perfect peace and happiness under his rule. There will be heaven on earth for God’s people, forever.

So, as you’re walking through the shops and you hear Christmas carols, you can remember that they are songs that celebrate the birth of Jesus, the Right Living King, and the King of Peace. Jesus’ birth is the reason we can sing and celebrate at Christmas, and keep on celebrating forever. Our King has arrived!

Madonna mit Kind (Albin Egger-Lienz, 1921)

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More words

Light
A sweep of molecules
Across my sheet of paper.
Every molecule is
Snippy, meticulous
Ready to cut with a million practised movements
To cut out words from the page
And leave them floating
On the safe harbour of my book.

The light has snipped through to the end of the story.
Yes, that is their teacher on the beach
Cooking breakfast
But the men in the boat, they don’t recognise him
Not yet
They will, soon.

The light of the morning
Will do some more snipping
There’ll be words, and more words.
More words than fish
More words than a fisherman
Can catch before light.

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Saved, assuredly so

On the fourth night of every week, Pete’s dad gave an important talk in front of a bonfire in the amphitheater, and afterward lots of campers always accepted Christ… Kids were filled with the Spirit, which made them stare and quiver and confront their friends with divine messages… The first time he saw a fourth-night bonfire, he wondered whether he was really saved, because no such thing had ever happened to him, and later he asked Jesus into his heart again just to make sure. After a while he decided that things were different for him because of his dad.  Maybe his revelation was spread out over his whole life, a little at a time, so that it never seemed like a big deal.

                Mary Kenagy, Loud Lake.
In Bret Lott (editor), The Best Christian Short Stories.

 

 

Stop asking Jesus Into Your Heart. The title will either intrigue you… or put you off.  If you are feeling put off, perhaps the  book’s subtitle will draw you in: How to Know For Sure You Are Saved.  If the subtitle doesn’t appeal, perhaps the fact that you can tell your friend who knows a lot about theology that you are reading a nice little book on the doctrine of assurance might do the trick.

J.D. Greear of this book reckons that, by the time he was eighteen years old, he had probably “asked Jesus into his heart” five thousand times, and prayed the sinner’s prayer at least once in every denomination.  And each time he “gained a little assurance”, he would feel compelled to get re-baptised. But no matter what he did, he could not shake the fear that he was going to hell. Did I really feel sorry enough for my sin? Did my life change enough after I asked Him into my heart? Did I understand enough about Jesus, or my sin, or grace, when I prayed? Were there other areas of rebellion I was unaware of?

Greear came to realise that he was scared because he held the wrong picture of God and Jesus.  He had imagined Jesus standing before God begging for mercy, or leniency, on his behalf.  Please God, just give this guy one more chance.  However, the truth is that Jesus does not need to appeal to God for mercy on anyone’s behalf:  Jesus has already satisfied all the claims against us by dying on the cross.

Salvation comes not because someone has prayed a prayer correctly, but because they lean the hopes of their soul on the finished work of Christ.  Jesus has paid for all our sins: not an ounce of judgment remains. We do not have to beg for mercy or prove that we deserve a second chance. Jesus in my place. The essential, amazing message of the gospel. Woohoo!!

So…you can rest totally in Christ.  And there is no concern if you haven’t had a dramatic conversion experience, or don’t remember the first time you believed (e.g. if you grew up in a Christian home).  There is no need to analyse the authenticity of a past prayer, experience or ceremony.  The important thing is that you continue in your current posture of repentance and belief.

The section I found helpful (albeit very short) was Leading My Kids to Jesus. Little children, of course, are capable of real faith. But there may be situations in which a child “prays the prayer” more to make their parents happy, than as an expression of their actual faith in Christ.  How can parents be passionate demonstrators of faith to their children, and at the same time avoid manipulating their children into saying or doing things that they may not (yet) understand?  Greear emphasises that it’s never to young to begin trusting in and surrendering to Jesus. So- teach your children, all along the way, to be surrendered towards Jesus and believing in what He said He accomplished.  Present Jesus as Lord.  Even if a child does not yet grasp all that salvation entails, a parent can encourage them in the appropriate posture towards Christ from the beginning: repentant and believing.  And how wonderful if that child grows up without an exciting testimony- if they grow up in the light, always aware of the Lordship of Jesus, believing that He did what He said He did.

The section I didn’t like so much was Appendix 1, where Greear outlines situations in which (he thinks) a believer ought to consider re-baptism (e.g. pressure by parents at the time of the first baptism).  This checklist seems to convey the idea of baptism as a performance before God, something that is necessary to “get right” or do again.  But this is a minor quibble vis-a-vis the helpfulness of the main book (and it’s an appendix- you may not even get to it).

This small, intimate book is very encouraging.  Ultimately, God does not want believers to have any doubt that they are saved.  The Bible tells us so:

These things I have written to you who believe in the name of the Son of God, that you may know that you have eternal life. (1 John 5:13)

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